while the clock keeps ticking i got rain on my face

ya tuhan gw ga percaya penantian 1000 tahun terjawab. gw nangis.

at this moment, i have tears upon my cheek.
aduh nih air mata sialan, kenapa harus se pagi ini sih keluarnya.
kenapa ga ntar aja sih setelah gw pamit sama ayah.
kenapa gak kemaren malem aja sih di saat bebi dan lina juga lagi nangis.
kenapa gak setelah gw sampe di sana aja kek keluarnya.
kenapa juga harus pake keluar sih nih air mata, kan jd berat ninggalin semuanya.
air mata sial

i dont want to leave i dont want to go


i want stay

all i can taste is the bitter

have you ever heard some about quality time?

well if what i thought about q.time is just the same of what it means then i think i have spend so much of it today.

well here's some of my quality time i've spend today.

1. my dad hired me as his driver for a half day (09.00 am to 03.00 pm) i drove him around this city for some business. and along the trip we talk about stuffs and that was pretty awesome remembering he's being so busy this months. love you yah. and i'll miss you everyday since you cant operate this computer for sending me some emails. even your computer course was just a waste!

2. i was shopping today with my daddy's credit card (secretly) and i bought some bras (hehe) and a blouse . well i have fun with my self for at least one hour.

3. i treated some best friends, lina kana beboy boboy and eti on a dinner today. we were having the dinner at takigawa which was known as an expensive japanese restaurant but the truth is nope. the prices was just like the average japanese restaurant. and also if we pays with hsbc's credit card we could get the 50% discount previlage so i paid the dinner with my daddy's credit card. again. (no not secretly) eeheh. and the diner was just sooooo damn fun we had the others guest's attention for laughed out so damn loud and lina spill a whole glass of ocha upon my pant and that's causing some hectic times then we laughed harder. and harder. but at the end of the dinner boboy screwed the atmosphere, he was being lame and cried loudly to beboy because their love problem. i was just like, pleaseeee? this is my dinner, get off run off find a hidden place then cry as hard as you want! this is a public place! this is a restaurant, remember? ppl eat here they dont come to restaurant for watching some soap opera! KIDDING (love you boy) i feel sorry for them, hope both of you can cooling down for a while and fix the broken things okay.. so..

that's the end for my today's q. time the point is i was having fun with my dad, my most important friends, and my self.
i was having the q. time a day before i leave this city.


i wish i have spent more times with you guys.. :'[

from my deepest heart, no matter how much this sadness run through me and all of us i surely think what we got here is the one thing that will last forever.

i'll be there for you when the rain start to pour, when you start losing your teeth, when your great black hair turns to white .

mempelai pria sepertinya cadel s

pada saat gw menghadiri nikahan sodara gw hari ini ada suatu moment yg membuat gw merinding (dan seprtinya jg smua org di ruangan itu) .
ketika si penghulu bilang
"saya nikahkan xxx binti yyy anak dari zzz dgn ggg binti jjj anak dr kkk blablabla"
dan ketika si mempelai pria (spupu gw) brucap dgn lantang (sumpah suaranya tuh gimanaaa gt) "saya terima nikahnya blabliblublabliblu."

dan pas si cowonya ngomong gt cewenya berada d ruangan yg terpisah, tepat setelah ijab kabul itu selesai di ucapkan dgn lantang oleh sodara gue si cewenya turun dr tanga dan ngeliat ke mata sodara gue itu dengan tatapan

"you are the torch when i lost my faith. you are the flashlight when lights down low. you are the plan a of my every plan. you are the maintenance of the machine called marriage."

(khukhu kata katanya..)

ya ampun that's the most emotionally romantic moment ever.

ever.

even when im at my worst im best with you

so no one told you life was gonna be this way
your job's a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A.
it's like you're always stuck in second gear
when it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even
your year, but

i'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
i'll be there for you
like I've been there before
i'll be there for you
'cause you're there for me too

you're still in bed at ten and work began at eight
you've burned your breakfast so far, things are going great
your mama warned you there'd be days like these
but she didn't tell you when the world has brought you down to your knees, and

i'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
i'll be there for you
like I've been there before
i'll be there for you
'cause you're there for me too

no one could ever know me
no one could ever see me
since you're the only one who knows what it's like to be me
someone to face the day with
make it through all the best with
someone who always laughs at
even when I'm at my worst, I'm best with you
Yeah!

I'll be there for you

'Cause you're there for me too

membabi

kemarin makan buffet di yuraku sama kana lina bebi sayang eti g ikt, enyaaaaaaak bgt dan kita makan banyaaaaaaak bgt sampe dua kali ganti penggorengan. kekeke ahirnya si mba mba ny mulay mulai annoying krn kita uda 2 kali minta tambah aer buat shabu shabu tp g d tambah tambah in, mungkin kita d black list sm yuraku hahahaha malahan pas udah bayar kita br liat ada es krim akhirnya makan lg deh.. oiya makasih kana kita udah d traktir.
membabi itu menyenangkan. apalagi kalo sama sahabat. :)

ya allah maafkan kebodohan kami

kana in the dark says:
HAHAAH MASA KAN SI KITO LAGI BLJR NGAJI DI KAMAR GUA NGAPALIN SURAT ALQORIAH BUAT SKK
kana in the dark says:
TRUS DIA GAK APAL2 (kyk gua gtu deh) TRUS AKHIRNYA DIA DEPRESSED DAN BILANG
kana in the dark says:
HUHU MGAK AKU GAK BERBAKAT
kana in the dark says:
*MBAK
mila ts says:
hahahahahaahhahaha
mila ts says:
bagus bagus
kana in the dark says:
calon penerus clan moderat ya mil
mila ts says:
kan yg kae gt harus lo pelihara dan kembangkan jgn sampe terkontaminasi d alazhar..
kana in the dark says:
haahha sialan loo

daily crime is a true story

guys fyi justice is no where in this sin city

mencari ketidak adilan? so damn easy honey.. bahkan ketidak adilan dapat elo rasakan di rumah lo sendiri!! which is your sanctuary, your only place to stay, your shelter and your everything everything ooooooouo

jd gini seminggu kemaren gw telah menjadi korban fitnah dan ketidak adilan di rumah gw sendiri the only one yg tdk memfitnah gw di rmh adalah rubi (my dog)

case 1: gw and fam k bdg di bawalah si camera dan chargeran batrenya blablablablabla sampai d rmh esoknya ternyata si charger ga ada. dan tertuduh pertama yg meninggalkan itu di hotel adalah gw. apa? iya gw. why? krn itu adalah kebiasaan gw. (melupakan dan meninggalkan barang) tapi..... emang camera itu tanggung jawab gw? dan emang kamera itu di titipkan k gw? emang kamera itu PUNYA gw? bukaaaaaaan kamera itu milik keluarga dan seharusnya jika ada yg harus di salahkan adalah gw kaka gw dan ayah gw yg pergi k bdg dan melupakan charger itu! malah gw... hu

case 2: perjalanan pulang dr bdg mbl gw mogok (sial jaman dono kasino indro bgt nih!) kukukakakukukakak sampelah gw di bengkel dgn mbl di derek (and believe me you have no idea how much it cost!!) panggil taksi kan mau pulang k rmh tuh jd brg brg dr mbl smua d pindah k taxy dan sungguh gw sesali secara baik hati gw menyimpan/mengungsikan/membantu memindahkan ipod kaka gw dan banyak barang lainnya bbrp hr kmudian kk gw baru menanyakan ipod nya menurut ingatan gw itu ada d tas. tp ternyata g ada. lalu gw di intimidasi dan siksa secara verbal (dimarahin) helloooooooo kalo aja lo lbh aware dan menjaga barang lo sendiri gw jg g usah menyelamatkan ipod lo itu di lantai mobil! grr walopun sminggu kmudian ipod itu ktemu scara misterius.

case 3: aduhhh gw males crta panjang" kae case 1 n 2 jd intinya gw minjem tas x kepunyaan kaka gw dan isinya gw pindahin ke tas y yg atu lagi dgn sepengetahuan dia of course, dan pas gw plg katanya hp dia g ada dan katanya ada d tas x dan g ada d tas y. dan tentu sajalah gw murka karena secara yuridis (cuih) pernyataan tersebut adalah bentuk fitnah terhadap gw! krn dr awal hp dia emang g ada d tas x! again i am the victim of injustice




once again injustice can be happen anywhere babyyyy

ciaou!

she is the verbal intimidator in my house!
look there's something evil behind her smile

when i see a leave fall down to the ground. is it means something have happened in my life?

oke ngeliat blog org jd pengen ngisi blog
haahahah
tapi masalahnya adalah
the main problemo is

i have nothing to tell

yea shit aight?

di saat org org bercerita tentang aduh cowo gw ganteng bgt malem ini krik krik ga punya cowo
di saat org org bercerita alhamdulillah saya msk ptn krik krik gw g msk ptn
di saat org org cerita hahahahah td d sekolah blablabla krik krik uda putus sekolah (hahaha gak deng udah g skl)
di saat org org cerita td gw jalan jalan sama nanunanu seru bgt dueh krik krik uda ga pernah jalan ma temen
di saat org org cerita gw kemarin di bali blablablu krik krik paling jauh bandung bok itu juga cuman sehari nyari kosan


intinya hidup gw sekarang krik krik krik bangeeeeeeeeeet sampe sampe gw g tau apa yg harus gw ceritain dalam hidup gueeeeeeeee

mau cerita masa kecil? fak im too lazy to use my brain remembering those stuffs
mau cerita masa depan? fak how the hell i could know about that








:'(



btw "hidup gw sekarang krik krik krik"
literally, that statement is pretty odd and scary.
literally loh

what's left from the town

few months ago me and my daddy bala bala went to jogja to visited my left behind sister..
and talking about the city,
i'll put some of the jogja's awesomeness on my blog

enjoy!

the handmade bakpia

the godfingers

the godfingers

the city lights
(that's my daddy daddy bala bala)

the sky


the view (yeaa thats my sist)

the clouds

the wind

the street

i <3 love <3 jgj